Seriously annoyed.

Can't stand middle school drama. Arrogant bastards need to be put in their place.

If I wanted you, you'd know it.

Go fuck yourselves.

Just finished watching "Spotlight 25" again on iTunes. For those of you who haven't watched it yet, it is a special that was on Lifetime this year on 25 year old American women. It's awesome!

Anyway, it's making me realize that I need to not treat this last 4 weeks like a free-for-all. I need to start preparing for this new life:

• Yes, I already lost 10 lbs. But I am by no means in shape, I do not have good eating habits. I need to make my health a priority.
• I need to read over more of the cases Stetson sent me. I also need to start reading the news and studying up.
• No more bad men. Game over. I deserve better.

Tomorrow is a new day. I'm too smart to be so dumb.

Fourth of July

Wow, can't begin to explain last night. Had an amazing time with Kate and Benny! Also, I very much enjoyed our "post-party" with the house of gay guys haha!! Phenomenal!!!!

Anyway, had a few moments of tears last night thinking about our girl. Nancy texted me at about 10PM to tell me that she will have Bri tomorrow, so I'm welcome to come over. Can't wait to see that little face.

Having a hard day with everything. Can't get all of this 2007 crappyness off of my mind.

I think it's time for me to start seeing things for what they were, rather than what they should have been or could have been. I need to try to make peace with this whole mess and stop struggling against it.

It's time to move on.