Pardon my lack of literary direction

Not quite sure what I even want to write about at the moment. I don't quite have anxiety right now, I'm not depressed. I'm just kinda ehhh...

How crazy has the last 5 years of my life been? I mean, five years ago I just decided in one instant to change everything. I can remember that moment very clearly. I was laying on my couch, it was a Saturday afternoon. I was laying around thinking about how I wasn't enjoying my life anymore. I knew that all it was going to take was a phone call. And then with that, I picked up the damn phone and ended it. And then everything changed...

I got out of a bad relationship, I stopped caring so much about what other people thought, and I decided that I was going to have as much fun as possible. And man have I had fun. I don't think anyone could have had as much of a thrill as I have over the last few years since high school.

There have been a lot of bumps along the way, but with the support and love of old and new fabulous friends and through my own sense of self and determination to be happy I made it.

Why am I going over the last few years right now? Because I'm finding myself sitting on that same couch, thinking about the same things... I'm about to leave the Cape again for a new life for the second time. I'm taking off for another life-changing adventure. I can't wait.

This time I have a very special guardian angel sitting on my shoulder...

I love you.