Therapy

Saw Nina today. She basically said that i'm fooling myself into thinking that i care this much about this. Yes, it's awful that he was an asshole and that I cared so much about him and that it's over, but there must be something else that i'm more upset about that i'm pushing onto this. I think it's obvious. I've used this relationship as a means of not having to deal with all the emotions associated with losing mandy

After today i decided that i can't stay connected with him, even if i am affraid for him. so i sent him this text:

"Wish we could have some closure. Good luck with everything. If you ever need anything or want to talk or change your future plans, call me. 143"

Closure.