Monday, May 21, 2007

Work Work Work and Letting Go

I've decided that my inability to move on in emotional situations is because of my prior achievements in academia. I am so used to doing well, being the best, achieving every goal on time. The one obvious area of my life in which I have been chronically unable to succeed has been my love life. I suck at relationships. I mean, I can honestly say that in my last relationship I didn't do anything wrong... except pick the wrong guy, which, lets face it, was the worst mistake of all.


If I was dumb and hadn't been a good student all of my life, maybe I would be used to failure, wouldn't care so much, and then would have a good relationships. I mean, it's always those kids who didn't go to college or barely made it out of high school who fall in love and get married...


Can we really not have it all?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I think it is because you are massively self interested, and a terrible person to be around.
As far as being brilliant at school. You went to Bentley a second or third rate school, and are now going to Stetson, a fifth or sixth rate school.
Perhaps your problem is thinking you are brilliant when you aren't?